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"Ex boyfriend,"

7th letter, (:

Dearest Darren,

although we`ve broken up for 10 month plus, but i would like to thank you for every single thing you did for, did to me, standing up for me, being there when im in trouble and such. I admit i wasnt a good girlfriend, that someone who was way too vulnerable, maybe it was coz you were my first, i wanted th best for you, i ended up being all so vulnerable. Thus everyone started leaving me, and that included, you. That was when i realised, its because of my change, it was yes in th beginning for th better, but in th end, it was a bad decision. To be nice, i call it being guai, to be nasty, i was just apparently like a dog, ppl say something, i do, well yes only till now then i know. All of us knew if we love someone we dont need them to change for us, we love them for who they are, sigh, im sorry i was too immature i thought that if i change and be better, you`ll just stay w me. How stupid was i? hahah. Throughtout those 14 months, nevertheless we kept quarreling, to be frank time to time, i was really tired of everything, but not forgetting, there were sweet times too, when you disturbed me and saw me sad then tried cheering me up all over again, and when i pushed you away, you didnt just let go. because you were always there. Im sure this r/s will be, th best in my life, despite you scolding me, after th break up, despite all th hurt. You are, always th best, you think alot for me, and yes i`ve learnt my mistake, if i could rewind this whole thing, i would just be myself, because th yanglin you loved was th strong one, not that vulnerable and weak one. Thankyou for making my life so awesome, i love you. ♥

xXx, Dumbcube ♥