♥

Many things happened at home,
upset, yes.

Dear You,
probably you may think i lie or smth,
probably you dont even bother to believe me anymore,
but i swear, whatever i said was always th truth,
you dont know, how painful these feels w/o you around,
"Its not because that i`ve moved on, its just because im used to th pain."
I questioned, am i, feeling this way?
I dont know why, but somehow, im laughing, in tears,
thinking bout, whats my future? laughs,
negative thoughts, why cant they just be erased?
why do good memories, hurts so terribly.?
From Me.